You spend your childhood wanting to grow up,
and when you finally grow up,
you realise that you don't really want to grow up afterall.

Well but such is life,
isn't it?

Discovering new things, new people, new places,
discovering new you.
And realising that your life is really what you make it out to be.

Do you want to live your life wishing today was yesterday?
Or do you want to appreciate today for all that it is,
and embrace the difference tomorrow might bring, bad or good?

Law Musical was really nice,
it's just so amazing to have so many talented friends around me.
On days like these, I'm happy to be where I am.
(:

Martina McBride, Carrie Underwood, Rascal Flatts,
get me through the night.

When you try so hard to pay attention in Financial Accounting but you can't,
you just just give up and start using the computer.

Time to breathe in and let everything out.

Observation in Law school today:
It's scary to know that it's not just caffeine but Panadol Extra that has become a staple in our bags.
I'm starting to doubt if we'd live to see graduation.

You'd always be my Sunday Best even though you're miles away.
(':
Loveyou too much.

I really thought I was stronger than this but it seems like I'm just like everyone else when it comes to goodbyes.
I miss Yiling already,
I want to cry.
)':
How am I supposed to get by Sundays without her now.

Didn't realise how tired I am before waking up from my three hour nap this evening.

I must possibly be your most boring friend because the only thing I ever rave about is sleeping,
but it is really the best privilege I have in my life right now.
Whatever, I'm really happy sleeping and that's all that really matters.
:D

Last Supper with Yiling and Yaanmeng tonight,
I'm gonna be missing this so much.
)':

I had 11 hours of sleep last night.
\m/

There is really too much readings that I had to post this again,
I'm overwhelmed.

But super determined to finish them all,
Let's go, Aileen!!!!
AAAAHHHHHH!!!
Hahaha readings gone mad.

I've been rather muddle headed of late too.

In three words to summarise my weekend,
God will provide.
(:

Just realised that hell weeks are coming,
oh dear.
Gonna get busy, busy, busy.
):

Mid-terms, research paper, presentations on top of readings,
just let me drown already.

I wish I remember where I got this phrase from,
"We were made in the image of God and hence we will always have the ability to freely decide and choose."

Ahh why my does Constitutional Law professor like to pull stunt!
Now there's class this Wednesday,
I was not expecting it at all.
):

Sundays are the best days,
filled with so much love, peace and authenticity.
(':

Break my heart for what breaks Yours;

I can't remember the countless times this has touched my heart,
still does.

A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains.

The new Apple products are so pretty.
Time for a new addition soon,
if only I was half as broke as I am now.

Craving for some Carrot Juice,
my new favourite juice since Charlene introduced it to me last Sunday.
Yumyum.

Headache's so bad I feel like killing myself.
):

I slept for 18 hours yesterday and had too many weird dreams.

So many farewells,
can I just go overseas too?

I could use with a change.
Not that life is bad but I so bored of it already.
Ugh, school.
Makes me feel like I've got bipolar disorder,
seriously.

Lost count of the number of Flat Whites I had this week already.

You know you've got mild signs of depression when you write "depression" instead of "depreciation" repeatedly during a FA assignment.
Um.

I don't quite know how to say this,
but I appreciate being sad,
because it always reminds me of His love and all the things I should be happy for instead,
and I always end up finding more joy than I could just being happy.
(':

I don't even know if I just made sense.

I'm still trying to find out where I went wrong,
because maybe I just can never be the best I want to be.

Week 3 in school.
I'm almost 1/5 done with sem two.

Every morning I wake up dreading my 8.30am classes wishing I could go right back to bed,
and so I promise myself that I would come right back after class to sleep.
Most unfortunately,
I never do so,
I let myself down too many times.

Even with that said,
morning classes are the best because you really get the rest of your afternoon and evenings free.

Grace taught me a new lesson in school today,
"Is the juice worth the squeeze?"
Ahh, I love Grace.
What would I ever do without her.